Screaming out

My feelings do not match my actions. I have decided that although this is an inherent problem, it does not pose an immediate threat to my well-being.

I am in one of the most "cross roads" places I've ever been in my life and yet I appear completely stable from the outside.

I know I am about to embark on a huge journey. Whether physical or emotional, I can tell I'm nearly to that point where I will start asking myself all those big questions again.  The last time I asked, I got BIG results, BIG actions, BIG consequences, BIG realities. All obvious, staring straight into my soul.

I love that life challenges me to my core...but I am to the point now where I want some peace for a little while. Where I feel good in my own being.  Where I feel like I'm on my path. A path...anything to surface and breathe for a while.

Ironic to feel as though drowning is my current state. Just breathe. Just breathe. Just breathe.

I guess it is truly time to adjust my perspective a little. Let me tilt my head a little...hm, that's better. 

Christ of the Deep-Key Largo, FL
Photo by Eric :-D